Today was a Fairytale!!!

hey, folks.... I tried rhyming today.. but i guess my vocabulary just failed to listen what my mind ordered it.... It was just totally and completely controlled by my heart today!!! so forgive me if i goof up somewhere in this blog... i don't have a total control on myself.... I entered my password wrong 3 times.....
I have heard that if your love is true someday it will find its way... i realized it today!!!
we spent an hour together... though not alone, there was a bunch of people... but it seemed as if only we two were there... just looking at each other!!! 
Smiling, Talking, Fighting playfully with each other!!!
I'll just keep pinching me every now and then to make myself believe its true!!!
This day had to be a fairytale... it had such a beautiful end!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

O girl you are so fine!!! so pure... so refine...
There will always be a pain that you are not mine....
I just wanted you to be with me life long...
I be yours and you be mine!!!

You never gave me a chance,
I would have made you understand...
What is your value in my life
and where do you stand!!!
Never gave me time to show my love...
You wanted me to be anonymous life long..
Where i was thinking you to become ma everything...
Yeah... I accept it... I was wrong!!!!

Efforts to know me you never made..
wasted ma tears... I usellesly cried,
Not a mistake of yours, all mine...
Saw you just once & just died!!!!

I tried to run away..
but was uanable to,
You are the centre of my life and
I revolve around you to and fro...
Tried to forget your smile..
but was thinking about it every while...
Tried to forget about your voice...
but every thought of that made me rejoice..
I thought that forgetting you won't be a big deal..
but love for you is all what i feel!!!
You are not a part of me...
still you can't be separated!!!
It seems as if you are the one..
for whom I always waited!!!!

The story is....

We met just by a coincidence in an IIT coaching classes.... and there was a sweet beginning of our friendship!!!
We also landed up in the same high-school... again just a coincidence!!!
She dropped the plans for IIT and moved to different tuitions... That place was my second home... & now i was feeling that this is not all coincidence!!!
I started taking interest in her... gathering all the information which i could!!!
She was the kind of girl i thought of spending my life with!!! and i don't know when i fell for her!!!


i wanted her!!! i din't knew how... but i just wanted her to be mine!!!
she came to know this and she was provoked!!!
she din't believed in love and was highly upset coz of me bringing love between our friendship!!!
I tried to persuade her and a hatred was developed in her heart for me!!!


Only coz we have to face each other everyday... we now behave like friends!!!!


i was born to love her,
i'm doing so,
and will continue to do that.....

Blogging after a long time...

hey ma dear friends... i have been away from the blog from quite a long time!!!
actually i have been trying to run away from love all these dayz...

went away from her... broke all the contacts...

did not see her for more than a week... but the more i tried to run away from love, the more i started falling for it!!! LOVE IS A DRUG, AND I HAVE BECOME AN ADDICT!!!!

In the presence of all these mighty stars,

I vow that, have been loving your all those hours,

since the time we have met!!!

& i'm ready to put everything of mine on this bet,

no other man except your father,

can love you as much as me,

ma love for you is gonna end,

only when my soul is set free!!! ♥ ♥ 

Your thoughts are all over me...
You have become ma biggest fantasy...
I think you got some kind of magnet in you....
that doesnt let me leave & keeps me glue!!!
Loving you is such an addiction that i cant get enough
its totally true ma girl not a bluff!!!
you just give me a chance to love you..
and i ll never break your heart...
coz cheating on you will actually leave me shattered...
will break ma heart apart!!!!!

girl you are all over ma life...
& I now see you as my happily wedded wife!!!
this at the moment seems like dream...
but i can do anything fr your eyes gleam!!!
feeling of this love is very strong..
and i can't make out where i went wrong....
in ma life i just want you...
and just want to make my drem come true!!! 

Sometimes I feel that you are so dumb..
In which world are you living... where you from???
Don't know ways good for you and wats is bad..
Its like i will have to take care of you like a dad!!!

I dont know what exactly is hapenning..
but i'm lyking and just full of it
The girl who used to hate hearing my name
Has given me talking permit...
From a mocking look to a smile...
How this change came in a short while??
Truly speking i dont want to know
How this has happend....
I just want that once it has stated now again...
It doesnt come to an end!!!

whenever I breathe your smell in air..
and when I see your open  hair...
It feels as if heaven has descended..
and everything in the world has ended!!!
this is all truth and not an attempt to flatter....
its just you, nothing else in the world matter!!!!

you & i hand in hand were walking...
and then i realised its a dream & i was drooling
in my mind its u alwaz ruling
coz this kind of thing never happened...
once you came to know that i love you and...
everything between us just came to an end..
it would have been better if i would have never told you and
would have remained as your friend.....

I couldn't ever impress..
and i always failed to express...
i was never rude..
nor did i ever show you attitude..
its coz shy and afraid of losing you i dint talked and
i can talk to you when its just you and me..
but i get scared when a crowd surround...

i'm never going to say you never...
i can wait for you ever..
coz' my love for you is not a four lettered word..
its a commitment of lifetime.. forever!!!

lucky is even your presence...
it can be felt by your essence..
you make me go awn & awn..
from night till dawn..
it was you that brought life in my life...
filled it wid brightness, and light..
lyf sometime gets very rough...
u give me the strength to fight!!!

you may now hate...
don't wanna be called my mate..
bot for you, my special one, it'll never be late...
turn back anytime... till then i'll wait!!!

moments of this life are very few..
in all of these i just need you..
they say that i'm mad, but in my view...
i'm madly in love with yew!!!! <3

i dont know were u from... but you entered right into ma heart....
i dont know who u were but now u ahve become a part..
u came in my life right when it was falling apart..
u are god's best creation a superb work of art!!!!

Briefing...

a guy changed his high-school... he met a girl there and, yes u guessed it right he fell in love with her... he was a tough, never back out kind of guy.. and d girl is most sensitive person he ever met.. I'm that guy... wanting my girl!!!
people say that u dont get serious in highskul love bt here i am to change this thinkin... i have been luving dis girl for a year nw... i ll write a brief story of d past shortly so that ma readers can know wads it all bout...
how much someone can love a person n get hatred in return.. but still continue to love her!!! 

the shine that you have in your eye
i got no words to describe but still m gonna try..
you are a poet's poetry.. an artist's dream...
like in a dark room a light beam!!!
the way you laugh when i goof..
for that i will make ma whole life a spoof..
just gimme a chance to keep your smile
and i'll choose it as a profession for ma life....
for ur smile m ready to b a prankster, a joker...
you r a drug to me... same as marijuana to a smoker!!!